Sterotypes ! ^_^

When I see people stereo typing for any culture , it drives me crazy . For example Boys N the Hood , Friday ,and Don't be a Minus. These movies make black people seem so ghetto , poor , violent and illiterate . The bad part is these movies are pose to be comedy and some people of different cultures start to think this about the whole culture . Another example is when they say all Asians are good at math , nails , chess and that they can't drive. Also all white people do caroling , are stuck up , and are rich ..... Like wtf ( what the freak { no cursing } ) . Everybody is different so therefore not every same culture is the same . I here friends tell me you live around people like Boys N the Hood which is totally bananas , loco , insane , stereo typish , and ignorant . O.m.g ( Oh my gosh { love the lord } ) , I know that seems like a lot but still all I'm saying is don't stereo type because it makes certain people question your character . :) , <3

How can you forget the past , When the past can't forget you ?

My friend Asia cousin reminded me of my past saying he heard something about me. All I could think are they still talking about me ...... It bothers me that I forgot about it thought it was through but now everybody is still on it. What I have done I regret , I don't know what was going on in my head that made me do the things i did. I think it was I was insecure in needed love or I wasn't happy with my mom. I know one day they will forget and everybody will leave me alone and stop being over obsessed with hurting me. People always make up things about me saying I did this , that , and the third. All I can say is why do people care about what I did  ? I think they care because they are so hurt with their selves that they want other people to feel bad. Just thinking about this stuff makes me angry and want to roll over in rot. This emotion always comes in passes , I just don't like when people think I'm nasty.  Well what do I do ? I always deny but one day I have to face it in I will know when that day will come . I'm  just keep on continuing life happily and just forget about it :) <3

Omegle creepers , give me the jeepers

This has got to be the one of the heartless most creepiest things on my mind. To start off the website is gory and eyesore. So this is what happened I was on the website because my friend said it was funny.  To mention it is a web cam website where you talk to complete strangers worldwide. So one webcam had a link saying omegle girls nasty video or some crap and so being the curious crazy girl I am I click on it. To my surprise ( being sarcastic ) it was a pornography link. On the pics were little girls showing their breast and privacy to this one particular guy. I was really curious on how it was the same guy wearing the same thing in the same spot.
                                                                So i went back on omegle and saw him what the same thing on. So after I clicked in searched around I found his video and a whole lot of more videos of fake men ( mention they looked like models from Calvin Klien and Burberry ). What pissed me off the most is who and what type of sick people do that ? My answer is a internet creep. A internet creep is a man / woman who does creepy things like make pornos of little girls or boys by acting like something they're not ( They deserve a rwwwn ) . Another thing that pisses me off these girl / boys don't even know and that if they become famous or something big that one creepy little video will screw up their career ( because stuff on the internet is neer deleted ).

                                                                                 It 's ashame that people actually do stuff like this to kids who have half a mind. Yes , they should not be showing their goodies anyway but it's still wrong for the creeps to do what they do. I just hope this creepy guy gets caught and these videos are atleast erased. Well thats what I have to say ! :) <3

Embarrassed ,

Have you ever liked a boy so bad and your friend ruined it ? Today , I saw some boy I had my little peepers on for a while . He always puts notice to me and gives me the eyes like he want this . Hahaha my friend Asia says I say that about every boy I want but , it's ironic how I sooner or later find out they do . I guess I'm psychic , or just good at knowing people. Anyway he came to my local playground ( Nelsons ). I was shocked I haven't seen him in a while but , soon as I walked in he tried to do a basketball trick . All I could think was " Oh " . The problem is he shy as me so I didn't wanna go up to him and be all awkward and tell him that I been checking him out ( it's a little creepy anyway ). I'm very confident but I have never been rejected so I don't know the feeling  " And I don't wanna feel it " . Let's get back to the embarrassing part , my friend Joyce acts so young and immature . She screamed out to him " She wants you " and I ran out the playground as fast as I could . It made me seem childish but like I said rejection is not the feeling I wanna experience . I think it will make me stronger but , it will take away some confident points . Not to mention he is 6'2 , his names Abraham and hes a cute Asian boy  . Any ways , after that I made myself look even more ridiculous for going back and chasing my friend . I already my chance but , you know what they say on to the next one ! <3

Just me .

Well, my name is Blahir. I'm on my way to high school which is frightening only because I'm not preferably like able it seems. From my perspective, I have no idea why anybody could not like me. 

In my head I'm the most dramatic person only because I have so many personalities. I should be  actress only because I will always be awkward yet lovable. 

I like being the outcast because it fits me. What can I say-I'm the a boldest outcast.